2009-Apr-28 - Fading love in reality
Is a quiet night, I do not know the whereabouts of wind, the stars have disappeared. In addition to the cold outside, I accompanied the computer, it is that the endless night ...... I enjoy this kind of atmosphere is not heated, so enjoy the solitude, the enjoyment of one39s solitude, to enjoy the beauty of memories!!
I do not know where he is at the moment, whether to sleep, will dream, will have my dream? Us apart, almost one month, and I think he has a little bit, and sometimes will not feel better, although I still love him , although we have a very happy time together, but I know very well, perhaps he does not belong to me! He never gave me any promises, because from the very beginning that he would be a mistake, I fell in love, I not sure what he really ideas, but also can not change his stubborn. I thought that two people who love the rationale for the combination should be able to form a small family, many of whom have lived in the well-being of the ordinary day. But he does not quite possible, he has many reasons not to marry, and I no longer look forward, perhaps as many as people say love and marriage is different from the situation fundamentally.
In fact, I am very contradictory, do not understand should be to give up or should we continue this feeling? I am sure that fate, and believe it is very difficult to find a nice ring, I would like to cherish, not afraid of the outcome of the end of the day. I can not care, he had nothing, do not care about his bad temper, do not care about him do not forget my birthday with me, do not care about his standoffish attitude of my family ...... but I care about his feelings for me, care about in his mind Are there any of my existence! and now not sure I have.
He has given me complete happiness, in those first days, we work together to play together, sing together, drink together, he would joke to me, often making the mouth together I do not laugh, he said that as long as there is He will let me. and then when I do that. To me, he ignored the friend, even though I did not complain about personal liberty, but still feel that being happy is a love of cheap ed hardy scarves things He carefully protected me every mood, until I do not want to leave him, until I saw him for the rumors about my troubles when the tears unconsciously, it is the first time I shed tears for a man and I finally understand him in terms of what it means to me!
The winter of that year, I am weaving the pieces of his sweater, he accompanied me to play the Leshan Giant Buddha, Sichuan is also known to eat a lot of snacks. The most memorable is the Chinese New Year39s Eve at the hotel in which to eat meals duck noodle instant sweet wine!! although quite miserable about it, but was really very happy! He also ed hardy scarves carried out for my birthday PATY, although no one I know a friend, even though I told him for this temper, but I know that he just wanted me happy.
Happy is always short-lived. Two months later, I faced with the pain, respectively. He gave me a note, saying that he would not see me, they disappeared without a trace. That night I finally understand what is called grief stricken, what is, I do not know what happened, I do not know how to be this way, all the beauty there are just broken, and I simply do not accept this fact. Three days later, I pick up the luggage from the seat which Let me sad city when the train which started the moment, I silently in my heart I love to say goodbye, tears streaming down quietly, I think it is so over.
Those days are dark, I did not think so painful. I think he has every day, every day of his telephone call, new ed hardy scarves because I wanted to know why. Finally I get through the phone, finally I saw him again He did not much better than I do, he did not tell me the specific reasons, but he has returned to my side, he said he would also like to me. my face began to smile with satisfaction. originally fell in love with a person, happiness and suffering is so natural!
Do not remember who had this to say the separation is to meet again! Then it is to meet on the separation of it!! Soon he will have to go back to work, we have to experience the taste of the separation of the two places, but we do every day telephone, although very distressed Yang your telephone bill, but it is worth, because we feel very full, very happy!
One day, I could not help him with a joke that my family wanted me to love, he said a return to immediately, I say nice, I would very much like you to come back. The result of two days later, he appear in front of me, He said he did not intend to return here to get work and I know there are my reasons, but I did not think he would do such a decision, I am touched! I think that really will not be separate the.
Happy days are always inadvertently lastest ed hardy scarves flow away quickly a month has passed, he did not find suitable jobs, some of the already irritable, and parents do not understand, let him feel very bad. I think his parents lost a good running back to work is not a wise move, and gradually some of Wei for his word, so that he could not bear it, the relationship has become a bit nervous. Then he said to me, he can only leave me, perhaps he will be re - come back to find me. This time, I am really angry, I wonder if he is the love of it?
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2009-Apr-24 - Life is a miracle
Andy is a vice president of major banks, character to the conceit, love his beautiful wife his wife was with her golf coach and threatened to adultery and divorce Andy. They dispute the evening, his wife and rival were both killed in the home, Andy left the crime scene of car marks, footprints and fingerprints, and he held that the private sector is also missing pistol, not authentication. Andy was found guilty of murder was sentenced to life imprisonment and held in prison shark fort.
Just that time in prison, Andy does not talk with anyone, no friends, only from the other prisoners, where Reid bought a 6 cm long stone hammers, stone grinding to rely on time-consuming, monotonous prison pass life. However, the suffering did not easily let him engage in homosexuality in prison, Three Sisters is often a collective siege, assault and rape him, and he at a time to resist the almost pain.
A chance, he used his financial knowledge, and help prison head tax non-payment of a sum of 35,000 dollars to get the heritage, living conditions began to get a little improvement. Thus, he began to help prison staff to declare all the tax money to provide all the financial management consulting services free of charge, including governor.
The first shark fort prison reform, the implementation of foreign labor policy to allow the prisoners to organize themselves to take the project the community, road, building, service people, and the governor a lastest ed hardy hat huge amount of the payment of large sums of bribes. Andy was asked to help them not to be governor of the money-ray cleaned, he took advantage of the loopholes have created a non-existent people to help him complete the name, identity card, driver39s license, social security number, all the money deposited in his in the bank account, so even if the bribery of the authorities to trace, it has nothing to do with the governor. At the same time, Andy a letter every Monday from the development of the two letters a week, uninterrupted wrote 6 years to apply for funding high-level library renovation and expansion, and finally received permission. Fort prison shark this time with more life, more books can be seen, but also listen to pop music, even in the help of Andy who has passed the self-study diploma, the original system has become the slave of the prisoners in Andy infection of, and rekindled the hope and passion of life. Hope is a dangerous thing, to remind Andy Reid, Andy has a firm answer, I hope will always be better.
Andy on post-imprisonment for 19 years, sharks come in a number of the new fort prison inmates, including a young boy named Tommy. Tommy is a, means is not high, spent almost all of the prison, but his lively enthusiasm for the gift of the gab, it is pleasing. He did not know the word, please help him Andy tutoring to prepare for self-examination, Andy agreed. When Tommy learned that Andy was the murder of his wife and rival to the well-known banker, he has given a shocking secret.
In fact, Tommy held in other prisons, the roommate is the spirit of the thief nervous, he admitted that killed man, simply because they do not look pleasing to the eye, on the homicide followed him home, and at that time, he saw that people around us also lay a woman, also along on the easy kill. It is thought there were two Andy39s wife and rival, was charged with the murder, so that Andytop, and he at large.
Reid and other prisoners have to put up with Andy for so many years of humiliation was shocked, but Andy seems to have seen the hope of new life, he impatiently looking for the warden to tell Tommy that out of the situation, want to apply for the case be retried. How selfish greedy governor, he will be aware of the situation of all bribe-taking Andy to release them from prison? He refused the request of Andy and let him two months of solitary confinement, and created the illusion of escape, design killed Tommy, must complete the Andy hope.
From solitary confinement after, Andy returned to the original look, listen and help the governor is still so money-laundering accounts. A lightning thunder, wind and rain of the night, Andy, as usual the book to do a good job under the supervision of the governor back in the safe, and then return to their cells. However, upon the next morning, when Andy disappeared, no one knows how he is among this small closed cells disappear.
Governor furious, went to Andy39s cell view, still nothing, angry, he picked Andy grabbed a small polished stone throw around, hit a stone wall of a star posters, posters break a hole, there is no ground stone. Warden torn posters, posters to see after all is a hole leading outside the prison. In fact, from the beginning of the first year of imprisonment, Andy used it to only 6-centimeter-long rock hammer holes on the wall every day, digging down to the lime in a pants pocket, the next day, when leaked, the adoption of pants dumping on the outside. He used large posters to cover the female star of the hole dug, the thick stone hammer hidden in the Bible , the escape time and again raided the cell. Efforts to do a full 19 years, he finally succeeded. No more is that Andy with a comprehensive set of documents from the bank for the governor by the people of false all the deposits, he not only has a new identity, and became a rich man, a small island in the Pacific on opened a hotel, bought a boat, and he was in prison the same vision. At the same time, he stolen governor for taking evidence out of the material sent to the newspaper and the departments concerned, to compel the governor to all hats kinds of evil to commit suicide to escape punishment. It is this even in the darkness and suffering does not give up hope in the power, so Andy39s efforts on their own eventually won a free and better life.
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2009-Apr-19 - Snow this winter?
Flies in autumn and winter is not the time come
If winter comes, but too long, too long ... ...
Winter is not cold, strange?
In this cold world, where there are warm?
If I were cold-blooded, cold is not the
At least my heart is still beating new ugg sundance boots ... ...
If my heart is cold, so cold in this world, I have no fear
My heart can be a little temperature
If a temperature a bit on the cold hearts of the world, and that heat transfer should be about the rest of the world is like a cold Bingxin
However, it is possible?
This winter it will be cold to snow?
Or perhaps deep in bbc ice creams shoes his heart already frozen, snow all over the place
Like to see snow, it will snow this winter?
in a snow world, whether it new nike air jordan22 shoes will air jordan16 man shoes feel cold, and then is afraid of?
Live in that world, life will continue long?
You like this winter? Cold or fear it air jordan shoes xvi does?
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